My messed up life

It seems that I have a mouth that won't quit.  I like having my way and I hate rejection and will lash out if I don't get what I think I deserve.  I ranted in my previous post and I thought it would make me feel better, but it hasn't.  Don't judge Rick until you know his side of the story.  This was my side of the story and we all know that there are always two sides if two people are involved.  

I have to write things down to get them out of my system.  Before computers I wrote letters venting my feelings and then burned them or tore them up into tiny little bitty pieces and threw them away.   Maybe I should do that now instead of putting it here for all the world to see.  It's like airing dirty laundry.

I got a second chance.......

Yesterday Rick called and asked me to come pick him up, so I went.  We had a nice talk, or he talked to me and laid down the new set of ground rules for our relationship as friends.  They were the same rules that have always been in place as far as our friendship goes.  I finally got the answer to why he got mad at me and he said that he was tired and that was all.  I apologized  to him for the way I behaved and it all ended well.  We are back to being good friends once again.  End of Story..........