My friend thinks we need a break from each other because of what happened over the weekend. He phoned me last night and I told him why I had retreated into the solitude of my bedroom on Saturday and left him alone for several hours. I hope that he thought about his decision overnight considering that now he knows why I did what I did. Time will tell.
Since Jimmy died I have had no luck with the opposite sex. Dating sucks, so I don't date. I've had one boyfriend and one friend, and I think I will stop there. If I have to live the rest of my life alone, then that's what I will do, and I'll just have to get used to it.