Thursday, July 28, 2016


Been home all week thinking things over and how I over-reacted to things I shouldn't have even reacted to, as a friend. I need to stop taking life and people so seriously and start enjoying myself again. I hope that my friend and I can continue being friends and I'm sorry for the way things turned out between us.  I'm hoping that he will forgive me for the way I acted last Sunday.  It wasn't a very adult thing for me to do and I acted like a child throwing a temper tantrum over something I didn't even understand.  I would still like to know what it was that I did, but that's really not the most important thing anymore.  What is important to me is my friend, and I hope he comes back so that we can continue on.  I've spent these past few days crying and if I hurt my best friend in any way, I'm so sorry and I mean that from the bottom of my heart.  He knows that I would do anything for him, and that I'm a good friend, so I hope he calls me and all is forgiven.

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Sandy Hatcher-Wallace said...

At 12:15 p.m. I called Rick but he let my call go to voice mail and didn't answer the phone. I couldn't leave him a message because he has no voicemail or texts, and he did not return my call like he usually does. I guess it's over and I now know where I stand. I will miss him dearly, but I can't force him to do anything that he doesn't want to do. I can't beg him to come back and forgive me as much as I would love to do that. He has to want to come back on his own accord.

UPDATE: Rick just called me back. I think our friendship is over. He won't put up with fighting and fussing. I did find out what was wrong. He said that he was tired, he didn't want to talk and just wanted to rest on Sunday. If he would have just told me that on Sunday morning I would have let him rest quietly and played games on my computer while he rested, and I wouldn't have gotten my feelings hurt thinking that he was upset at me for something that I might have done. I apologized to him for the way I acted, but I don't think he wants to forgive me and give me another chance. I feel like I lost someone who was very special. It's almost like a death again........