Tomorrow will be the first day of 2020. I never thought I'd see 2020 in my lifetime. In 1957 it seemed like a year in the very distant future. We've gone far beyond any science fiction movie that I ever saw in those days. Granted we don't see flying saucers and travel in outer space on a regular basis, but other than that we are far beyond what I could ever had imagined.
Rick and I are doing great. He came back a changed man, not that I didn't like who he was, but there were certain facets of his personality that were hard for me to take. I have also changed and I have learned to tolerate more. I no longer take things so seriously. Rick kids and pokes fun a lot and I needed to just accept those things as the way Rick tries to make me laugh. He doesn't mean to hurt me. He just has a hard time controlling his mouth, but he really is trying to control it more now that he is back.
Rick has also started expressing his feelings for me more. He makes sure that I don't doubt his feelings for me anymore. He uses the "Love" word more now and it still sounds strange hearing it coming out of his mouth, but I love hearing him tell me that he loves me anyway. That was something that he rarely ever said to me before.
Rick is still possessive and controlling, but I can put up with that. He still won't let me go see Brian whenever I want to go, but that will change in time once he sees that Brian is no threat to him.
So 2020 is starting out good, but I'll let you know more in 2020. We'll see how it all goes.
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