Thursday, April 07, 2016

Why do I care?  Why am I still holding on?  Holding on to hope that will never arrive.

When you love someone as deeply as I do him, it's hard to let go.  There's always that possibility that it can work out.  You hope and you wait.  You wait for a miracle that is never going to happen, and then you realize, that you are an idiot, a fool.  So you cry yourself to sleep for another night.

One day this will all end.  You will see him holding hands with someone else, and then and only then, you'll realize that you are waiting for nothing.  That you have wasted your time waiting......

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