HUMBUG

Before October 10, 2014 Christmas used to be my favorite holiday. I looked forward to family coming over and all of us celebrating Christmas day together.  Jimmy and I would go shopping for all the kids and grandchildren and we were looking forward to the new wave of great-grandchildren that were on the way.  Everything changed on Oct. 10th of that year and the joy has never returned.  Maybe one day I will feel different, but this year it is no different, there is no joy in my heart.