Monday, April 20, 2015
to be sad, or not to be sad?
Some light is beginning to shine on my gloom, and in fact the light is so bright that it is beginning to wipe the gloom away completely at times, and this gives me hope for the future. It took a stranger to open my eyes and to see that all is not bad and that there is hope, and then my family just shoved the door wide open letting the light in and the gloom out. I still retreat back into myself and all the sadness that I feel, but I've gotten glimpses that life can go on with or without me, and it's up to me to make that choice.